Yes, I'm blogging at 4:10 in the morning :-(
Nurse woke me up, Annabelle took a bad turn again, one of her lungs collapsed, so she is back on her ventilator and they are giving her some of her old medicine again, one that previously made her BP drop so now I'm worried (UGH FINE CONCERNED) about that too. LA LA LA. Plus, she has a fever again, so they are drawing labs to see why and giving her Tylenol.
It is a NOT a good night and I REALLY want to cry but my hubby is at home and it's completely horrible to cry by yourself in front of all the doctor's and nurses.
Anyway, that is my sob story for the night and I'm going to try and go back to sleep and hope I'm dreaming and that I wake up and she's still doing well.